so what happens if something happens?

what happens to me and my schedule. the frenzy turns into a fever. i was unable to function for a while. it's debatable whether i should go backwards and finished self portraits from unfinished days...or let them lay and add days onto my sentence...or just post unfinished portraits.

when my time is up so it is.

the portraits start to not look like me. i can see that this is the corner of my mouth and that the curve of my chin but overall the result can be very foreign.

you know me well...

i'm not feeling it. that thing that i was so readily accustomed to and sometimes took for granted.
i could always reach out and touch it.

now it's dim. i cant reach it so easily...but the mission is clear. find it.

find it find it find it.

FIND IT.

starting on my birthday this year, may 18th, i will do a self portrait per day.
and i will find that thing ive misplaced.